Never been loved....?

I've always been lonely. I have somewhat of a dysfunctional family, we only tolerate and care for each other but there is no love. I have friends, but they're just friends nothing close. I've never had a guy my entire life. I feel very alone. Like my sisters always get guys and they tell them they love them but I've never had that. Ive never had that feeling of someone loving me. Its not like I'm desperate looking for love, all I'm saying is how do you cope alone? Yeah I go to college, do activities, sports, work, volunteer etc. I look like an average person "enjoying" life, meeting new people etc, but I just feel deep inside something is missing. I dont think I deserve love. Yeah people say you'll find someone etc. but I dont know, doesnt seem like it. I just wish someone loved me. I'm so pathetic :(